Sometimes it feels like my day is floating away. It feels like I stand behind an invisible wall and I am all alone. The birds don´t sing as loud as they could, the wind is the only noise I can hear in my ear and the sun burns a little bit too much on my skin. IF there is no rain outside that could spoil my mood.
On these days I feel uncomfortable in my own skin, at my home, in my own life.
Then there is the flashy screen of the television in the background, an anoying pop song in the radio or just a high noise from my cell phone - but it is just one tiny thing and it drives me crazy from one second to another.
There are days, when the sky is grey and it seems like everything bad that happens, is someone else´s fault.
And sometimes I am so tired of everything.
I am tired of the bad weather.
I am tired of watching people passing me by, complaining about their own lifes and being so stressed all the time.
I am tired of thinking about bad politics, diseases and people hating on general human groups without any background details.
My days are so joyless, sometimes. I need some nice words at this time.
Kind words, which give me strength and energy to handle all the negativity around me.
A little ray of sunshine, if you know what I mean.
Something that makes me smile and gives me hope. So I can get my smile back.
Has there ever been such a situation to you, which compares to ehat I am writing about?
Do you understand, what I mean?
Are you sick, too?
Let us change that.
I believe that a smile can change the whole world.
Do you believe in it, too?
